Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Commitment.... YUK!!!!

**Warning: Venting ahead**


Ya know, I'm reading so many god-damn posts regarding cheating and shit, and having so many conversations with friends regarding that shit, and hearing so many horror stories of people cheatin in marriages and in relationships and how foul muthafuckas are, that I just get deterred from commitment. Now, I never really plan to commit so when I say deterred, I mean that I am actually starting to hate the fucking idea of the shit. It's just erkin' me!!!


Ya know what I keep hearing from women close to my age? "I'll admit I've cheated before." I hear that shit left and right. Most claim to have learned their fuckin lesson and shit but honestly, give me a fuckin break. You broke once, your ass may break again under the right circumstances. I really don't see why anyone has to cheat; just LEAVE THE FUCKIN RELATIONSHIP!!! What the fuck is so hard about that? Why do men and women want it all, relationship and side ass? THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING SINGLE AND FUCKIN YOUR DICK/PUSSY OFF!!! Why are you afraid to leave the relationship? Why betray someone instead? You're the muthafucka that's gonna look like a hoe, period.


Man, if a woman wants to deal with me and she's cheated before, FUCK THAT!!! You can challenge my mind with great intellect, go out on dates with me, fuck me and shit but don't ever think you'll be able to claim me, you're a fuckin cheater.


Then again, from what I've been exposed to, I tend to look at women (people in general, really) as cheaters or potential cheaters. You can say that that's because they are the only kind of women I've surrounded myself with but these were NORMAL women, like you, like your fuckin female friends, etc. Everyday fuckin women, man!!! so clip that explanation.


Besides, commitment is BOOORRIIIIIING. Every married couple I know complains about that from time to time (including myself when I was married) then they have to deal with each other's bullshit when they get home after a long day's work. I mean, I can almost understand why people want to venture out. I'm not only scared that I'll be betrayed one day, I'm actually scared that I'll be so bored or tired from putting in all that work into the marriage that I'LL eventually cheat. Seriously, I think I'll be driven to that shit if I commit. **Damn, I've never really typed that shit out loud before... I'm starting to see that it's not only women I don't trust, it's also myself** Any-fuckin-way, that commitment shit ain't for me. I can admit that. What's erkin' me is that muthafuckas keep telling me, "Well, I can respect that, and if I want a commitment you should respect that." No shit, I should respect that... except that that statement is coming from a fuckin cheater. Why don't you just admit that shit too?? In fact, why don't MOST (<-- read the statistics) people admit it??

[ TheSaga | 2:53 PM | ]