Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Ya Ever Just Wanna Kill Someone?

Ya ever just want to roll up on someone that you just know is an asshole and fill their body up with bullets and then just drive off? An asshole like a cop or a lawyer? I've felt like that often.


Ya know, I was reading that Whites don't fear and distrust cops and the system as much as Latinos and Blacks. Why do you think that is? Lol, redundant question, ha? Well, I'll admit I've met some good cops but generally I hate them. I despise them. I loath lawyers and detest judges. I completely do not trust nor believe in the legal system because I've seen just a little of the arrogance and vanity that runs it. I can only imagine what it would be like to work within the walls of a courthouse. Hmm, I think it's time I listen to Metallica's And Justice For All right about now. That's right, Metallica. I like Metallica, and I'm proud to like Metallica. It turns out they're a very educated bunch. I mean I just love the intro lyrics to the song:


Halls of justice painted green
Money talking
Power wolves beset your door
Hear them stalking
Soon youlll please their appetite
They devour
Hammer of justice crushes you
Overpower



... and then, in the hook, there's:



Seeking no truth
Winning is all
Find it so grim
So true
So real



Now, this song is madd old. I don't know if it had an influence on me when I was a kid but I really think my animosity stems from seeing what assholes cops and lawyers can be, firsthand. I've heard, "If you saw what cops had to deal with you'd see why they are the way they are." BUT I don't think that explains the actions of the New Orleans cop that had raped several women at the Lakefront or the cop that had a woman killed because she filed a complaint against him or the cop that arrested and manhandled a very pregnant woman behind an expired brake tag. The video showed that he didn't even tell her what was going on; he just stopped her, opened the door, took her out of the car, and arrested her. Or maybe it's the state troopers that would stop minorty drivers who were driving expensive cars on the interstate and "confiscate" any cash they had on them as "evidence" because of "suspicion" but not charge them with anything, knowing that a few hundred bucks wouldn't be worth the cost of an out of the area court battle. Or maybe it's the fact that although more Whites get pulled over than Blacks, Blacks are 3 times more likely to get searched when pulled over. The fact is that the power that was given to these cops, that fakes ass badge and a gun, made them think they were invinsible and they got carried away. I've heard from so many women who have dated cops and lawyers how arrogant those men can be. So that tells me that the lust for power obviously consumes them and becomes them. It becomes part of their persona, makes them who they are, and makes them less human in my eyes. Yeah, we can say that about street niggas who are gangbangers, thieves, and other people who lie, cheat, and steal to make a living but AT LEAST I know who they are. Like X said, "I have more respect for a man who let's me know where he stands, rather than come to me as an angel and is nothing but a DEVIL."


Now, I know all this sounds crazy but don't worry, I wouldn't off someone for nothing. I simply can't help how I feel. Maybe it's that I hold grudges too long. Maybe I'm still pissed at all the cops who have spoken to me so condesendingly after giving them an answer to a question they asked. Or maybe it's because I've seen my friends get penalized much, much harder for a chump charge. Yeah, the system is strict but I've seen them sentence one thing and extend that time over the smallest technicalities, all the while my homies are the ones paying the court costs, lawyers, and probation fees while the court and city profits... well beyond the time they were supposed to be completely released by the systems bloody clutch. Look at the way the system is built; absolutely everything has to be geared around them. How can someone not be consumed by this system?


They may have to put up with some shit on the streets and in the courts, but so do we. We, the people, live those lives, we struggle to make ends meet, we deal with the murders, we're the ones who are being murdered, we're the victims of the crimes... and cops are the ones that deal with shit? Bitch please. FUCK A COP!!! Fuck a money hungry lawyer, and fuck a power hungry judge.

[ TheSaga | 7:53 AM | ]