Monday, June 27, 2005
Let It All Go
Ya ever just want to let everything go? I mean fuck paying the bills, fuck work, fuck everything and just walk away from your current life to alleviate yourself of your current problems? What would you do then?
I've wanted to do that shit so often but I know I can't because I have my son to worry about. But what if I could? What would I do? How would I live?
I'd stop giving a fuck about everything. I'd go back to hustlin' and do it HAAARD. I wouldn't worry about finding a good woman to stimulate my mind. I'd live for the flesh. I'd just hook up with them fine ass hood broads, do whatever foul shit I wanted, and deal with their bullshit attitudes afterwards with no remorse. I'd hang in the ghetto streets all afternoon and night. I'd go back to doing gang related shit and instead of walking away I'd use my multiplied strength to crush muthafuckas that pissed me off. I'd drink all I wanted and smoke pine all fuckin' day. I'd let my emotions control my actions, because it feels good to not have to fight your emotions over what you should do.
... I'd go back to being the old me.
[ TheSaga | 1:40 PM | 
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3 Comments:
oh boi I can RELATE, my name would be Desiree and I would own a villa in Tuscany, yea I already got a picture in my mind of who I would be and where I would go. *smh*
Neo: yeah, maybe u should have called with that book of a comment. i just feel like with this kid on the way with a broad i dont want to be with makes me feel like i'm back on the block. and dont worry, u dont have to tell me about the streets, that's where i started off. i know what's out there, first hand. that life may have been a bitch but back then i felt free to be and act however the fuck i wanted cuz i didn't have a "professional" image to maintain.
You already know what I'm fixin' ta say, right Boss? You CAN'T go back to the hood mentality. You fought hard to get out of it, so don't allow yourself to go back so easily. You willl only stagnate.
Nothing worth having is easy to achieve.
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