Friday, August 26, 2005

A Particular Turn Off In Some Women

"My daddy spoiled me. He taught me to find a man that would take his place in taking care of me." Did this gorgeous (and I do mean GORGEOUS), feminine creature think I was going to be impressed by this? Gimme a fuckin break, meng.


This girl literally would have been one of the most beautiful women I'd ever dated. She had a body like DAMN!!! She had a face like "siiiiigh". I mean when we walked into a daiquiris shop, I overheard a group of girls tell each other how pretty this girl was; they didn't even hate on her. That's how fine she was. Homegirl was even handling her education so she was going to have her own money. Problem was that she had the mentality "My money is MY money, your money is OUR money" when it came to a deep commitment. I wasn't having that. FUCK that. So, some days after our first date she called me and invited me to bring my son to her son's birthday party. I told her I'd see and didn't go. I had to cancel this girl; it was that much of a turn off. It sucked too cuz like I said before, this girl would have been one of THE most beautiful women I had ever dated. I mean damn, every now and then I still think of how fine she looked.


We spoke a few times on the phone after our date and she told me that she'd even told her dad about me. **She had a history of dating wannabe drug dealers and shit but noticed that they weren't going anywhere, not even in the game, so like many women, she dropped the bad boy shit and started looking for a man that had his shit together** Her dad was like, "You're going out with another one of those nobodies?" and she was like, "No daaad, he's an engineer." She'd told her friends about me and all that shit. I mean she sounded proud to have a professional nigga. I got to admit, as shallow as this sounds, it would have felt damn good to have such a fine woman diggin me, man. She surely was something to show off. **Don't jump all over my back about this though cuz all yall know damn well that sometimes someone's looks consumes yall like that. This girl was definitely good reason for such consumption.**


It was a shame that she thought like this. I mean, had we gotten to know each other more I feel that I could have influenced her to think more independently from this "spoilage" but I ain't up to working on changing anybody. Besides, when it came down to the core, she's still the same woman. It surely was a shame though.

[ TheSaga | 1:20 PM | ]